Mixture Feeling

"Kasian sana nari2 d jalan raya ya plg2 cuma masuk menur ga usah kembali, amin. Qjamin aq pst pesta 7 hari 7 malam"

Just another reply message from someone somewhere if i became don't care with anyone around.

Don't care, not really. Many thing happen to me in just a week and mix together. All of those hormon combine in my brain mixture all of my feeling wihout notice what happen to me now.
The result?, I can laught without reason, smile if i look at confused face, like to see disoriented girl, make a revenge more badly to anoyying girl, and break my own rule with make a post that not suitable to be 'masuk blog'. My favorite question to someone who ask me over something in this feeling status is, "udah berapa hari nyobain, belum kapok ya?".

I'am not sad, just to many thing to be processed in my brain together. Finished project in this, there, and those; offering from Mr.X and Mr. Y; After this and that exam for my future; domain problem this and that; even someone that wanna became my ade'. All of those is happy thing, i think. My singletasking brain, and not quadcore, just dualcore often judge became hang whereas i use that to think another more important thing.

"ever get a fright?", may be. But always follow with another smile without knowing what's really mean.

So, sorry for all of the victim.......